31 augusti 2009

Le fabuleux destin d'Ellinor

OMG!

I actually had a sort of amazing day at work! Unbelievable! Due to my lack of voice, so to speak (lol), I was assigned to the dairy instead of the checkout counter. That couldn't make me happier. What is 4 C cold in comparison to embittered middleage women?

Anyways, that wasn't what made my day at work. While I was standing outside the dairy, arranging yoghurt cartons I suddenly heard a familiar sound approaching. I lifted my eyes and about 20 cm from me was a French-speaking middleaged couple choosing "Mellis" yoghurt. Even though I still couldn't talk very well I decided to faire un effort, couldn't let this chance slip away, and asked if je pouvais leur aider.

After that followed a long conversation tout en francais, and they told me that they lived in une très belle ville, (maybe Limoges?) south of Paris. Apparently they were in Luleå to be at a wedding in Gammelstads kyrka. The most amazing thing was that I actually understood every word they said! And they understood me! They, or the woman, I mostly talked to her, spoke very clear and had no weird accent. She was enchanted when she heard I was going to Paris and left me their names, phonenumber, and address, like"si vous voulez vous visiter".
They had also a 27 year old daughter, living in Paris who they kind of wanted me to meet.
Le fabuleux destin d'Ellinor @ Ica, ou quoi?

But what's up with french people?? They are so nice! This is the second pair (out of 3!) I've met who have given me their numbers. Swedish people don't do that!
France is neeeeeext!

After finishing unpacking all the dairy products (after 5h, my colleagues thought I was really slow, but heey it was A LOT!) I left for my appointment with the hairdresser at 13h (and managed to get in some shopping as well). Got my hair cut and dyed. Before taking the bus back home I went to the toilettes in Shopping and took some photos of myself. Ha ha ha. I know it's so lame but here you are:


Oh, I almost forgot. The frenchmen wanted me to write my name on a note, and within a few seconds I had written Ellinor. So Elinor is my name now, and I am gonna hand in the papers tomorrow! Maybe this is like being newborn?

/ELLINOR ELLINOR ELLINOR ELLINOR ELLINOR

30 augusti 2009

FACEBOOOKIIING (and partying)

Enough facebooking for a while! I must admit that I've been totally addicted to facebook. Some weeks ago I logged in about once a week and never bothered to check anyone's photos or such things. But that, I can assure you, has changed. Meeting people from other countries does facebook so much more worth! I feel that bilddagboken is so kvar-i-Lulea-för-resten-av-livet. Time to move on!

I just realized that it is true that EVERYBODY has facebook. I mean people you would never expect! Old doctors you've met, psychiatrists (if you were fucked up as a child), parents to your friends, your boss. And I just find it so terribly funny. Maybe I'm slow but hey, who wouldn't like to check out their psychiatrist on facebook???? Kind of made my day.

Also, my mum is so cute. She's like facebooking all day but she still hasn't learn very well how to do.

Unfortunately since my facebooking took all too long, I haven't accomplished much from my list. But at least some things!

Tidying my room = check

Setting up poster = check

Writing an e-mail to my reference on the insurance company (= pennypitching for Paris!) = check (even though it wasn't on the list)

I am gonna continue with the list very soon (uploading Paris pictures = more facebooking!!) but first I have to tell you some more details about yesterday evening.

Had a Going Away party at Sanna's because it was the last day we got to see Therése before she is moving back to Älvsbyn. We're gonna miss her so much!
My friend Andreas and Sanna's boyfriend Thomas joined us and had to endure our hour-long talk about bitchy collegues and customers at Ica. Bitching about E. and the senile oldies is always relieveing.

Anyways, after a while people got drunk (or mostly Sanna I think!). The others tried to convince me of drinking more but noway, I have still have the last night in Berlin in fresh memory. We went out pretty late planning on going to All Star. But after seeing the queuing line we changed our minds and went to Heroes; the most disgusting, trashy and scabby place in Luleå.

Therése who is not from here was quite taken aback by the sight of the dreggy people wearing long beards, trashy boots, black clothes, purple hair, chains around their necks and so on. Therése is more of the blond Grace-girl who would never set foot in a loathsome place like that. Funny thing is that all the guys were SO into her! She got like more than three invites! Lol. I was mostly sitting there smiling and mocking Andreas for actually enjoying going to that place. When they started to sing "Staten och Kapitalet" = swedish anti-capitalism punk, I almost died. I wished so much that I had had a pin from MUF (the Moderate Youth League). That would have been hilarious.

Andreas and I left after like an hour (Therése had already left!) leaving Sanna alone, but she seemed to have a fun time on her own.

Came home, checked my facebook (lol) drank some resorb and went to bed. Woke up literally speechless.


On the picture: Sanna, Thomas, Andreas and Therése

Mute

Ok, this is not good. I hope yesterday's partying wasn't a contributory cause but however, today I can't talk. At all. I hope my throat will be better during the day but I have not very high expectations. Last time I lost my voice was 3 years ago and I ended up at the ICU, later transported to the "ear-nose-throat-ward" where the average age was about 80.

Oh whatever, that is not gonna be the case this time. But I'm nevertheless worried that I can't see Emma tonight (it was like aaaaaaaaaaages since I saw her without her boyfriend!) and that I can't go to work tomorrow. I need every cent I can get!! I also have an appointment with the hairdresser which I am so not gonna miss, regardless of whether I can speak or not!

I should really start tidying my room right now. It looks like hell. No kidding.

Today's list:

Tidy my room and set up my poster from Paris

Apply for scolarships

Start writing my CV

Upload photos from Paris on facebook, with all picture descriptions in french

Post a french blog entry

Read at least some pages in Candide

Hopefully go and see Emma

/ Tove Linnéa Ellinor

28 augusti 2009

Post-Berlin depression


Ah this is so insane!

At first I was happy to come back to a clean country with comfy beds. But after an hour or so it totally changed. This has been going on for two days now and I seriously think that I've been hit by the post-travel depression, or maybe the post-Berlin depression. There seems to be no cure, other than going back. But I can't, I have to save money for Paris and I'm really looking forward to Paris..I mean that is so much more worth than a one-week trip. But right now...Paris seems so far away, It feels like...am I ever gonna get there? Will things get in the way? Will I find somewhere to live? Can't really sleep on the street...I know thinks can sort themselves out, I know I can make it if I really try...but...what if...

Work sucks. And that makes my coming home depression so much worse. Really I hate my job so much, I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown every day! I guess I'm weak. People have taken ever worse jobs to save money and fulfill their dreams...I just...can't think forward. I'm not the enduring person. Gotta work on that...at work.

The last days I've basically been doing nothing but staring at the wall. I haven't been tidying my room, written a CV, uploaded pictures from Paris, read Candide, read Blind willow Sleeping Woman. I managed to wath to weeds episodes. But that was it! No ER, just nothing nothing nothing. I ate 3 pieces of cake at work two days in a row but that resulted in nothing but a stomach ache. Som much for that.

But okay, tomorrow is time for change. Gonna get up with a smile after a good night's sleep, meet a friend and then do some important stuff. Maybe I should write a list. Yeh, that might be good. Whatever, so long mes amis.

Oh, one more think! I guess all og you have noticed that I think of changing my name. I have never liked my name: Tove, I am not ashamed of it as I was as a kid, I just don't think it's pretty. And in addition to that it is really a bitch to pronounce for non-swedish-speaking persons. Oh well so my alternatives are: Linnéa (shich is my second name). Linnéa is more beautiful I think, and my parents are totally okay with me taking that name. Though Linnéa is also difficult to say for foreigners but maybe it sounds a little more beautiful that Tove when they try:P My other alteratives are Ellinor and Eléonore. It's kind of the same name just different ways of spellings. Eléonore looks most beautiful but it's kind of long and a little complicated. And I think Ellinor is more beautiful to say..Maybe it's a good thing to keep a swedish touch on on'es name? I am not ashamed of Sweden. I just find it boring.

26 augusti 2009

Hamburg-Berlin

New blog. I've decided that it's better for me to exercise english, and maybe some englishspeaking persons would like to read as well. Besides, english is so much cooler.

Now..Hamburg and Berlin! Kind of the trip of my life. Here follows our doings day by day. I know you've all been waiting for it!

Tuesday: Left Luleå at 10 o'clock. Spent some time in Stockholm, ate pasta and did some shopping at Urban Outfitters. Went to Centralen and Emil, a.k.a the borgarsvin with backslick had some red wine. I, a.k.a the teenage girl who had to show her id, had xider (which I later remembered why I do not drink.) After a pretty long busride to Skavsta and a flight with Ryan Air (in a plane terribly decorated in bright yellow and blue), we arrived in Lübeck.
After another busride..we finally got to Hamburg. Exhausted. The hotel was really nice and we fell asleep in enormously comfy beds.

Wednesday: Went out for some cheap and tasty breakfast. Unfortunately terrorised by one of Hamburg's many thousand wasps. Whats up with the wasps?? After that we took a nice walk by the sea, watching Hamburg's many lifting cranes. A city in total renewal. Later went to Neustadt (I think) for some shopping. Really great shopping district with beautiful canals in the middle of it. Even though I only did shopping at Urban Outfitters and H&M, I was impressed by the....supply, or what to call it.
Spent the rest of the afternoon in wonderful parks, i.a. the largest japanese garden in Europe. In the evening we went out and drank cheap cosmopolitans at a bar and later on delicious razz mojitos at fancy hotel East. After having only three drinks I got pretty drunk and woke up in the middle of the night not far from throwing up. So not used to alcohol.

Thursday: Checked out and I forgot my passport in the room. Who else would have done that?? Luckily I noticed it before it was too late. Went out to the same breakfas restaurant and were once again terrorised by a wasp. This one didn't even get the hint when we tried to kill it with cigarette smoke and mineral water. Unfortunately our efforts only resulted in my sandwich being totally wet, tasting tabacco.

Took the train to Berlin, checked in at the hostel in Kreuzberg and went to the Olympia Stadion for the worldchampionships in athletics!!! Our seats could have been better but it was nothing but a magic evening! Usain Bolt breaking his own World record and Blanka Vlasic beating Ariane Friedrich in a thrilling high jump final. Bought a lovely merchandise bag. Came back to Kreuzberg at 10.30 pm. and had a HUMONGOUS portion of Döner kebap.

Arrived the hostel (once again exhausted) and met our amazing roommates, consisting of two really funny canadian girls and an american guy, who basically had been travelling all his life. Only problem- didn't sleep so well at night. Shitty blinds, the loudest ambulance sirens I've ever heard combined with skyfall and thunder isn't a very good combination. Poor Emil also woke up with fleabites all over his body! Fortunately, I did not;)

Friday: Kind of rainy and cloudy outside so we decided to once again waste some money on shopping...At least for my part...project "saving money for Paris" doesn't run very smoothly. But this afternoon I succeeded pretty well, and only returned with three postcards!
Emil, who would never buy anything but branded clothes, purchased some underwear at Kadewe -Kaushaus des Westens.
After visiting the fancy stores in former West Berlin we headed for the Eastern parts and found some really cool streetshops and vintage stores. We also visited the Jewish Museum which among other things had an incredible photo exhibition.

Back at the hostel we met our new roommates, Christina and Julietta, from Argentina. Christina was in fact a psychologist, so cool. We also met model-looking Lars (swedish name!) and totally charming Joep from the Netherlands. Had some really cheap drinks at the hostel and were persuaded to follow them to Bang Bang club, which i will never regret! How often does one visit a club where every song being played is great? For example we had the pleasure of dancing to The Knife, Le Tigre and Sonic Youth. And yes....everything that happened on that club was amazing. I will never forget.

Saturday: Woke up really late after another night's not so good sleep. Feeling ashamed by the fact that the Argentinians had gone up at 8 o clock to visit every thing worth seeing in Berlin, we decided that it was time to do some cultural stuff. Together with Lars and Joep (who mostly had been partying all week) we headed for Alexanderplatz to meet up with the free tour and be guided through Berlin and its historic buildings. Having coffee at Starbucks, which was said to be the meeting place, we waited, and waited some more

Unluckily though, we couldn't find the free tour guide and were convinced of that we had gotten the message wrong.
Downhearted we walked through Kreuzberg, and visited some more vintage shops. The weather was lovely and we went to a park of which I can't recall the name. It was a really shitty place full of stoned people, in fact ressembling of Christiana. Except for the soil covered with fag-ends and caps it would have been pretty nice if it wasn't for the crappy sacpipe player. Fuck experimental music!

In the evening we had Falafel/kebab as always, got back to the hostel and ordered vodka shots for 1 euro each that we mixed with orange juice. Went out really late and Emil bought Chianti that we drank in the street. I'm not a fan of red wine but Chianti is not simply a red wine! After a while Joep went "home", maybe because he got fed up with us walking slowly like snails.

Emil, Lars and I started queing for bar 25. After a while we got to pass the line because our looks were so stunning. That has never happened to me before so I guess I didn't contribute to it. After all, I don't look like a model, and neither am I a fancy gay guy wearing Alexander Mcqueen. And the club didn't disappoint us! Sat by tha water and danced to electro music for some hours. Left at 7.30 am. and at the time people were still queing to get in.

Sunday: Woke up pretty drunk but still convinced of taking the free tour. Thought that the meeting-place instead might be at the Brandenburger gate. Headed there but found no sign of guides whatsoever. Anyways, Emil got a balloon with the EU stars which he was very proud of, and we walked to the Reichstag building to give him some insight in Berlin's political life. The building was surrounded with a nice park where I could have spent quite a lot time. Then we went to the holocaust memorial that consisted of gigantic stones. A crazy kid jumped across them back and forth all the time. I was content with only jumping once.

The sun was still shining bright and we got back to the crazy park. This time there was some lame karaoke thing going on. People were applausing the crappy singers and in the middle of it all stood some hippie woman waving with a huge ..ehm kind of..wand! ATROCIOUS!

Our last stop was Check Point Charlie and the walk over there was a GARGANTUAN task. Too bad that the only thing I accomplished was two lousy photos.

Emil and I were fighting a HUMONGOUS hangover but as Joep and Lars should be leaving in the early morning and had no place to stay during the night, we simple had to come and party with them.

The evening didn't have the most fortunate start as the receptionist lashed out at us for drinking wine in the hostel. But with some more wine we made it to a bar called The Visionaire or maybe...Der Visionäre. Strange things happened there. Among other things we met a stylist for Vogue who lived in Paris (and thought my french was already good!) who turned out to actually be from Västerås. Small world. For me though the evening didn't end so well. Threw up like ten times in the small "lake" and had to take a cab home. That's what drinking three nights in a row does to you. Or...to me. I guess I'm weak. And not used to red wine.

Monday: Woke up at 12 am. Both of us feverishly hot with sore throats and nausea. We used all our strenght to get out of bed and join the Alterative Free Tour of which the purpose was to discover the grafitti and street art of Berlin. The tour was great and we didn't regret our efforts even though I sometimes felt for throwing up, and the guide once asked us if we were okay, ha ha.
In the end though he wasn't that thoughtful when we according to him gave too little tips. The Free tours always turned out to be a "Free" Tour. We tried innocently to tell him that this was our last day and therefore we were out of money, but still he spapped at us and made faces. After the tour we had our last meal of Döner kebab and went to bed early. I lay awake almost the whole night thinking of what to do with my life.

Tuesday: Got out of bed at 5.50 pm. Took the U-bahn to the airport, and started what felt like an endless home journey. Exhausted, sick and dehydrated we finally arrived in Sweden.

Summary: Great week! Witnessing a world record is unforgetable! Staying at hostels is highly recommended. Especially Berlin is a wonderful city with interessting contrasts between the trashy East and the classy West. Wanna party all night at super awsome clubs? go to Berlin!!!